It was an instant impulse that I immediately changed my relationship status in facebook after what had happened. Some of my friends have right away asked, perhaps some just wanted to collect gossip. I forgot that not all my facebook friends are my closest.
I hate to lie, but I have to lie because I realized that it's not something that should be discussed in public sites-not until I'm ready to explain..
I hate to lie, but I have to lie for the sake of those people around us who really care..I don't want them to be worried-not until we've come out with a final decision.
I hate to lie, but I have to lie and tell them everything is fine, because I still wish to have it fixed. I may look stupid now, but it wasn't my intention to steal attention from anybody.. :( But at least, that way the damage has been controlled.
Yesterday I was furious..
Today I am in another throb of dagger-like pain..
I'm crying out for a better tomorrow..
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